How does it feel, when things change all of a sudden and you were not given any time to be prepared?

How does it feel, when the only people who you think would be considerate and thoughtful about your feelings, are too busy being happy by themselves to care?

How does it feel, realising all this time your significant one is faking the love and affections?

How does it feel, having a huge burden and being stressed, but having no one to talk to because everything is a secret?

How does it feel, realising the person you know all this time, is far different than who you thought they are?

How does it feel, constantly asking yourself and questioning, which one was a lie and which one was a truth?

How does it feel, having to hide all your emotions; anger, sadness, and confusion; faking your happiness, just so no one would ask?

How does it feel, being comfortable and happy at last, and having it all taken from you in a fleeting moment?

How does it feel, knowing life's gonna be harder for you starting from tomorrow, yet having no power nor control to change anything about it?

To be exact,
How does your own medicine tastes like?

I will tell you about selfish people.

Even when they know they did not want to be with you, they will stay, and leave when they find a better place.
They will deny it when you ask why they chose something better.

Even when they know what they do will hurt you, they will do it anyway, because they are too happy to even care.
They will deny it when you ask why they can be so ignorant.

Even when they know they will hurt you, they will taste every fibre in you, because they don't want to miss out on you.
They will deny it when you ask why they treat you like a sample.

Even when they know something is wrong with them, they will not fix it, because it does not affect them anyway.
They will deny it when you ask why it affects you instead.

Even when they know they would not fall for you, they will not tell you, because they had to try and give it a chance anyway.
They will deny it when you ask why when they had no intention of loving you back.

Even when they know they do not worth your trust, they will assure you anyway, because they want to fulfil their curiosity.
They will deny it when you ask why they keep breaking your trusts.

Until they realise how real this is.
Until they realise how it is not as good as what they expect it to be.
Until they realise the past is better than the present.
Until they realise they can't turn back the time.

That is the thing about selfish people, they break people's hearts, soul, and happiness to please themselves. One second they cuddle with you, hug you, missing you, and the next they disregard you like you were nothing.

That is when the person you thought they were, turns out to be nothing like what you expect.
That is when they lose interest, saying it is better for you to find someone else.
That is when they apologise, giving empty promises of not going to do it again.

But they will.